Saturday, December 15, 2007

Scattered thoughts

In the process of moving to a new place, remodeling needs an effort on my part that I am not willing to make. Excited about moving closer to my family (that's absolutely funny if you know how close my current house is), but not so excited about the actual moving day. So I make my choices in a rush. This color's fine, this bathroom fixture's fine, this piece of furniture's fine, this wall's fine. Just get it done with.

My eldest brother just moved into his new house. His first house away from the family. While excited about their new home, I can't help but feel things changing. And I'm not sure I like the change. It isn't anything negative. It just feels like the beginning of a new type of life for them, and by extension, for the rest of their family: us. Not willing to completely let them go, our visits to their house extend longer than we plan. We seem to agree that there is a certain amount of comfort and relaxation during the time we spend there. We're making their new home our home somehow. At least I am. (I've long claimed a certain corner to be mine, and I am not joking about that)

Deciding to enjoy the weather, pushed to do so by an invisible book club member, I decided to take my book club to Shuwaikh Beach. The weather was enjoyable. Talk about the book was scanty. Leo the African seems too historical, and maybe too dense for my current book club members. They demand lighter books. But I am not anxious to take it a notch down. Thinking of dismantling this book club.

My eldest is coming home for a visit. It's his first year away from home. His first time to leave 'the nest'. Luckily we have the Eid vacation coming up just in time so I can spend time with him. Of course that is assuming he'd actually give his family any attention :)

4 comments:

Amethyst said...

When we moved, I felt violated. With time, I actually grew closer to my previous housemates. So, it'll be fine;)

Dismantling the book club?

shosho said...

I think I'm the exact opposite! I would rather stay in an empty house and furnish it bit by bit according to my taste instead of picking anything just to get things done.

To me living with an object that is not aesthetically pleasing or not in harmony with other objects is an inconvenience that I can never endure.

But I see you remodelled your blog. It looks better now without the old header :)

Judy Abbott said...

poor his wife :P
she won't have her own home -kidding-

I totally understand how it feels, i thought this feeling was something wrong about me.

Hanan said...

amethyst. book club dismantled.

shosho. i don't have time to take it slow. and i dont wanna move to a half-furnished place. so speed in furnishing is not totally an option here. the blog? i have no idea how that happened. i can assure you i'm not the one who shrank the image on there. a hacker maybe?

judy. we don't plan to give her her own peace in that home :) we like it there. we claimed it as our chalet, beach house, winter hide-out, etc.