I'm hurt.
I'm angry.
I'm frustrated.
I'm terrified.
I'm confused.
Damn it I just feel like smashing something. If I were a guitarist this would be the moment I'd smash all my guitars as hard as possible.
Can't use friends to steam off. Can't use family either. I hate this feeling and my only smashing abilites are this f***ing blog.
I hate being the adult in a relationship of two adults. It sucks and I refuse to play it.
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What is it this time
purg. it's relationships. they suck.
oh and the pic in the previous post, i'm not the blue thingee. i'm the one feeding it, hidden behind the googles (how do you know how i look anyway? :P
If a relationship is causing all that trouble then it's better to put an end to it, but again what do I know about relationships.
But I noticed something: when we are not in relationships we get depressed, and when we are involved with someone it's hellishly frustrating. It's such an agonizing dilemma :(
Hanan,
Purg knows things. Don't question his abilities.
And who needs serious relationships anyway.. Go "casual" :P
Love you, sis:*
Yeah listen to your sister, I know things.
Hi Hanan, well try loud music in the car and sing untill you lose your voice. And you should SCREAM it'll help
hope you feel better :)
thanks you guys. hugs most appreciated.
nazzal i'm not in orlando anymore so those glasses of wine dont come that easily. but if they did, it'd take more than 3 glasses to get me tipsy ;)
shosho its the ups and downs that make life/relationships so enjoyable, otherwise we'd all be living in heaven already. and who needs that?
shurouq. casual? does it get even more casual than this ;)
purg. i always listen to li'l sis.
sarah. loud music worked today but i felt a little awkward singing along in broad daylight in the mamsha.
OK, since you listen to her, then casualize me :P
me too =~{
and you know what sucks?! no shoulder to cry on!!! you know what sucks even more?? NO ONE TO TALK TO!!! yes ako shay ba3ad sucks more and more, I can't hide it =~{
I usually give like advices on this and it seems I gave them too much I ran out! =~{ I want to sleep and sleep and sleep and not wake up
purg. ok. you've just been casualized.
spontaneousnessity. (damn than name's long) my li'l sis is always the shoulder to cry on. 7aram I keep burdening her with my shit.
sleep, sleep, and sleep is not a privilege when you have kids to take care of and work to do. otherwise, believe me i'd be in bed all day.
OK, what does that mean?
Hanan...hope you're feeling better...whatever advise I give you...you've probably heard it before...so I won't go there...but I know I can say this...your frustration shows a lot of passion and that means you are alive with all your feelings...just imagine those people that are completely dead from inside...nothing moves them...now that's sad!...So I'm happy to know you're alive and kicking!..:)....
Hope you're feeling better Hanan..and that maybe you broke something that needed breaking..
I have broken many glasses in my smashing moods. Sometimes it is a necesary temporary release.
But more than smashing things, I think at times like these I would like someone to hold me tight and tell me that it will be alright; everything will be ok.
And it does eventually :)
purg. chance or unpremediated, occasional or temporary, known only slightly, superficial, lenient, indifferent, nonchalant, not formal, comfortable. That's how my online dictionary defines casual. does that help.
miscosmo. yes. it does feel good knowing i'm slove and kicking. thanks.
kwtia and jewaira i just broke a caserole by accident. does that count?
dunno what's wrong with you .. bas i think that your family is always there for you (and by family i meant your 2 sisters & me) so steam off girl, or just smash something .. which would help alot.
alia. i know u guys r always willing to hear my whining. thanks love
i'm offering you everything i have to smash. honestly, it's all yours, just let me feel that we're close AGAIN. or was it just me who thought we were close?
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